Sunday, February 21
Turn Water into Bullets...
"Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless - like water. Now you put your water into a cup, it becomes the cup, put your water into a bottle, it becomes the bottle, you put it in a teapot, it becomes the teapot. Now water can flow or it can crash. Be water my friend." - Bruce Lee

For some reason this quote has been coming up in my thoughts lately. Not as a thought or contemplation about the way I should perceive things, rather as how the energy we all have is applied to this world. You see as we all get older our approach to things change, as a matter of form or function I do not know, but it changes, and this disconcerts me.

We were all young people who let the enthusiasm and passion of our youth consume who we are, shaping the people we are now. Throwback Nikes, old school 'lo gear, a preference for brunettes and some form of asian blooded women all come from this time of forging a self identity, with unapologetic dickhead bravado combined with cocksure arrogance. The water that was our energy in our youth, was formed into the bullets we fired off drive-by style at the world and anyone who got in our way back then.

We all grow up, and slowly but surely we let the external world allow it to shape the vessels we carry our water in. Through careers, relationships, or an expected benchmark we should be at, at a certain age. We slowly become managers, vp's, senior execs in our jobs. We become husbands and wives, fathers and mothers, uncles and aunts. We allow the path of the past before us, to mold our cisterns of the present. The way we carry our water changes. We used to let it rush down our rapids that was our lives, and now let it pool, drawing from it for the next thing we have to do, not want to do. We avoid the spillage and floods our water would rage in our youth for fear of waste in our age. Our energy is boundless and shouldn't be used to form pools, but bullets once again. The only difference is, we know where to aim now.

I can see a glorious future of drive-bys, and jack moves O-Dog and Kaine style where at that burger joint, those fools should have went home to their mammys, but before this can happen, lets make sure our bullets are hollowed pointed at the right things. We all have passions that we let slowly die for a paycheck, we all have gotten into relationships we entertain out of convenience and familiarity. What we don't do like we were young is, charge, guns blazing into things our heart knows we have passion for, but our minds doubt the practicality of. We know what we feel, but we don't always feel what we know. Aim at what we feel, not what we know. Instincts are never wrong.

The older we get, our need for a counterpart grows, not for self satisfaction, but for an intrinsic need for an equal recognition in the eyes of someone who truly understands us, and what we want in the days ahead of us. All of us feel disdain for those we know that short sell themselves into relationships that have the facade of this maturity but have the foundation of the first little piggy's straw house. It always blows over. Our water will serve us best when we recognize its ability to be the most pliable, shape adapting thing about us that can truly define our lives based on our passions and our deepest most inner desires. Anything less is building straw houses.

We all have a limited time on this Earth, and only so many bullets we can shoot. Let's make our shots count. Turn your water back into bullets...no more teapots.

A man who made his shots count.


 
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Tuesday, February 16
SADE : Feb Artist of The Month



"Your daddy knows, you are a flame"


By Birdman senior.



The most valuable currency a woman has is her mystique.


You take that away from her, and she's just a shell of a woman.


Its in her eyes, its in her walk, it is in how she makes love and in the case of Sade, it is in her voice.


Sade doesn't have to shave half of her head or make subtle songs about fellatio.


She doesn't need to diss other female singers or worry about how many albums she needs to sell.


She doesn't sing about an "ill nana" or a "milkshake".


She's not half naked in her videos, though if she wanted to, she could still pull that off.


This is music I would want my unborn daughter to listen to.


A obvious contrast to Sade would be Madonna.

Madonna and Sade both came up during the eighties, yet while Madonna claimed to be a "Material Girl" she had nothing on Sade and her elegant "Diamond Life".


That's the difference between someone who aspires to be something and someone who simply is something. Between the owner of the store and the window shopper.


Madonna would go on to sell millions of records but she would also go on to chase the beast. She is insatiable. Soon she is completely turned out, posing for explicit photos with Big Daddy Kane and Vanilla Ice. Madonna needs the fame, the attention, the drama and she reaps what she sows.


They say there are ways to avoid the paparazzi- don't go to certain clubs, areas or neighborhoods where they camp out. Move to a rural area and have a few kids. Holly wood is not everything in the world.


Some people just can't resist the limelight though, they feel they need to pop up every so often or they won't stay relevant. Soon Madonna is a old shadow of herself and the beast tells her to open her mouth and tongue kiss the two new princesses of the beast on an MTV awards show, and she obliges, considering herself avante garde or envelope pushing, when its really just a sick charade of desperation.


Sade doesn't chase anything. We chase her, as it should be. An infamous recluse, Sade takes hiatus after hiatus, gracing us with brilliance every decade or so, like a cicada swarm. You would never find Sade so starved for attention that her only chance at relevance is to tongue kiss a girl half her age. She doesn't need the pyrotechnics of a Lady Gaga or the dumb downed teenage appeal of a Miley Cyrus. She doesn't need the fame, the attention, the drama. We will have to wait and see if Miley or Lady Gaga are still making music when they reach their 5th decade.


Her new album arrives at an appropriate time for those of us in Nova. We are hunkered down in our compounds, feet of snow surrounding us, a few days from valentines day. We are sharing intimate moments with those who are snowed in with us. Its the perfect time to discover this gem of an album that requires patience, respect and love. Traits that are hard to find in women nowadays, as many grew up hoping to be Madonna, selling their mystique for pennies on the dollar. This album is calm, it is sad, it is hopeful and it is full of joy.


A female friend of mine told me she didn't like Sade because Sade is too sad. Would you call Lady Day too "sad"? Would you look at a Van Gogh canvas and say it's too "sad"? Life can be very sad, it is a constant war, and we are all soldiers. For someone to be able to hold onto their mystique, their respect, their creative control, especially for a woman who must endure double standards galore and still manage to be a beacon of beautiful and dignified womanhood, this is a rare gem. An aware mind is a sad mind, because we are aware of the human state of suffering. We are aware of the dumbing down of woman hood and the insecure teenage market that drives the industry and what they forfeit in terms of complexity and sincerity and honor to pander to that market.


That being said, the best moment on this album is the ode to her child, the joyous "BabyFather". "Your daddy knows, you are a flame". A flame of hope, of passion, of perseverance, a light out onto the darkness. A soilder of love. Not a puppet of juvenile trends or material fancy.


Women, don't sell your mystique, it can't be bought back.



 
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Wednesday, February 10
The Earley Bird Gets The Worm


inspiraption-

" Respect my middle finger or get smacked by all ten
by birdman sr.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUyq6dPW7lI

This beauty of this video is that it seems to never end and it runs rampant like w ild, repetitive police siren.
It takes the idea of repetition in a hook and hammers in home some thoroughly that it almost becomes a brainwashing service.
It samples run dmc in a way that is reminiscent of Dj Khaled if he weren't as annoying as he is until it becomes an ingrained anthem or a war chant.
With cameos by non rapping members of the crew whom have just been released from jail, each verse takes on a dizzying effect on the listener, like by listening you are enduring a twelve round fight.
It beautiful to watch men who must be nearly 40 years old continue to claim the same loyalty, a loyalty that is tested through time, jail and locality.
There is nothing pretentious or mystic, everything here is simple and straightforward.
Love and Loyalty, money, hoes and clothes.

There is nothing marketable about this song.
At almost 10 minutes long, it stresses the type of bond that close friends over years maintain.
Thirston Howl the Third, may have one of the funniest names in hip hop, but nothing he has ever done seems to even consider marketability or mindfulness of an industry and its trends.
He is loud, obnoxious, zany, funny and poignant as an emcee.

He literally lets every man in the crew have their say, and the ones who don't rap narrate their experiences.

It is a very pirate way to operate as a rapper and crew, but if you are familiar with the low lifes, you understand their is no other way.

There is no way this type of hiphop could be diluted, mass marketed, exposed to test research groups and pumped through the industry system.
And that is what makes it so wonderful.
It festers like a sore that eventually, through its own madness becomes infectious the more you are exposed to it.
It cant be assimilated or faked.

It's as dangerous as a convicted felon with a shard of glass in his hand when he rhymes.

That makes it pure and unpredictable, and a welcome turn from the conventional "safe" street hop that has merged with the radio friendly atmosphere to sell millions

Love and loyalty are similar in that regard. They can't be faked. They can't be assimilated. You either have it with your crew or you don't.
Earley Burd has spoken..

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Tuesday, February 9
Wolf Watch: Cup My Noodles.




Can I be the hotsauce in your noodles?
Wolfin it all down she is..
Cha!

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Sunday, January 3
Things I Know Voyeur Shots Keep You Young

























































words.. The Year is over. The new one begins. I hope its hope that begins.
Greaze Nabokov..



 
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